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well well  17:51 IST right now. got a good idea honestly . i have been thinking for way too how to make videos on youtube that stand out.  still not sure if it will work but i thought to myself that maybe coding/ explaining in 3 of the most famous programming languages will help (may help i should say). lets see how it goes. i am trying to drop something today?? actually am i ? still not sure  i am still thinking  maybe yes  lets make it work  working sometimes feels good  wont lie. maybe actually . additionally my Spotify subscription just ended a couple of hours ago , so i guess i have to again switch back to youtube to listen to songs . i cant use any form of crack in my mac . nor do i want to pay some 2$ for listening to songs that i can listen for free otherwise on Youtube, maybe i will delete it . or will i ?? maybe i will keep it but the idea of me hearing adverts just for the sake of listening songs kindda pisses me off,  so what's the pla...

  dated : 21st Nov, 2024  (00:36 IST) intro to myself: hey hi, so this is Arka Banerjee. well it has been some time that i wrote over here and i plan to use this platform to blog. maybe just for myself. or maybe at-least not a lot of people. i don't really like to write a lot about myself but this can act like a documentary. is it so ?? maybe yeah. again idk. i am just kindda trying my hands on everything i can do.  something like blogging myself while i code sounds interesting (maybe, i am just exploring) few things that i would like to have for myself: maybe yk a lot of computers would be good. like just being surrounded with 3 or more computers, using all of them at the same time , kindda thrills me out.  won't lie i just belong from a fairly middle class background and can't honestly have the privilege to have something like this . actually maybe i can but uhhh, i dont want my father to be in a burden for such unnecessary wishes of mine.  what i really wish ...