blogging everydayy ??

 

dated : 21st Nov, 2024 (00:36 IST)

intro to myself:

hey hi,

so this is Arka Banerjee. well it has been some time that i wrote over here and i plan to use this platform to blog. maybe just for myself.


or maybe at-least not a lot of people. i don't really like to write a lot about myself but this can act like a documentary. is it so ?? maybe yeah. again idk. i am just kindda trying my hands on everything i can do. 

something like blogging myself while i code sounds interesting (maybe, i am just exploring)

few things that i would like to have for myself:

maybe yk a lot of computers would be good. like just being surrounded with 3 or more computers, using all of them at the same time , kindda thrills me out. 

won't lie i just belong from a fairly middle class background and can't honestly have the privilege to have something like this . actually maybe i can but uhhh, i dont want my father to be in a burden for such unnecessary wishes of mine. 

what i really wish for in the future:

dk if i should even write this but i am aiming to have a fairly achievable life with me doing everything. maybe on the point just help a few people get better and maybe one day i will get better and look back to these blogs and see myself.

why blogs ??

the way i used to write blogs was purely commercial. but that is something i dont really wanted to do . and hence stopped along the way but i wanted to document myself . believing what i am going through is going to be a story and i want this story somewhere on the internet for someone who can someday read through it and think maybe they have a better/ brighter side to life that they are not focusing on. 

actually the thing is i really wanted to try out vlogging and keeping a document of my life. but to be really honest a day in my life looks very fairly simple. i spend almost every waking hour on my computer trying to make / learn something. 

i dont think anyone will ever even like my journey. or maybe like they will even would want to read this or maybe see my vlogs. 


in a world, where the attention span is like for less than 5 seconds, i dont really expect anyone to be interested in this boring life that i lead almost everyday. 

now :

looking forward to better days. just maybe have a great day and just rock this one. 
looking forward. 
hopefully will be back tomorrow.

its only 40 days to 2025, hopefully life gets better from now..

Arka Banerjee signing off ..
(00:52 IST)