26th Nov, 2024

morning, 

11:27 IST right now:
looking forward to having a good day. hopefully a better one than yesterday. the whole of the ast day was very traumatic. wont lie. haha .,

heading back to study a little. will be back. soon or maybe in an hour.


got back a little. btw what will make me happy ?? there must be something that will make me happy isnt it ?? i know for a fact i will probably buy a domain in a couple of days. but will that make me happy ?

nothing materialistic has the ability to make me happy.  as much as i think. how will i even get happy with materialistic things ?? life has been such a mess.
but i see it getting better. 
i know it is. 
btw listening to an album after a long long time..from the Ludo film. idk about the film but the songs were good. koi na too much information (that too unnecessary ones).
too many things hurting. things are getting better. 

nothing happened buddy.



15:13 IST 

well this was supposed oto happen. spotify banned all of the clones saying they are mimics of the platform,. now all that i think about is just making another clone of myself. can we do that ?? 

maybe like something that takes up a lot of things 


21:56. IST 

hi buddy, 

talking to myself am i ?? 😂. great . idk . just a little tired of everything. i just want those good days back . its not fair. koi na . happens maybe. zindagi hai . i might have to deal a lot with everything. a . lot more to deal with is it ??

maybe yeah. i am a bit tired. tired of everything. idk i am never coming back . yk what i thought a lot today. talked a lot with myself ?? what's the point of life ?? why do we care about something that doesnt even have a complete meaning. 
will write something more . just lemme publish it now and drink a little water..



00:27 right now:
well sorted for that day . it had a good end.

well i guess all that ends good is good afterall. nevermind . 

i could've made it a little better anyways. koi na . 

ending it as of now. on to the next one ... 


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